broken inside

Assalamualaikum! :)

aku pun tak tahu apa yang aku buat dekat sini pukul 4.20 pagi. tapi yang pasti, aku tidur tadi lepas maghrib, tak turun pun terawih dekat surau Ruqayyah macam biasa sebab penat and takde orang nak teman. tak berani weyh nak jalan sorang2 dalam gelap nak pergi surau tu. bukan hantu yang aku takut. orang yang aku takut. biarlah orang nak kata aku pathetic ke apa. tapi, baik lah kita beringat sebelum kena. kan best kalau dah kahwin. mesti pergi terawih dengan Encik Husband and confirm2 lah tak takut. hehehe. the time will come. insyaAllah :))

tapi itu bukan alasan patutnya! jangan tiru perangai buruk aku. aku terawih jugak lepas bangun tidur pukul 12  tadi. settle terawih, chicken foldover yang buy 1 free 1 tuh sampai. weeehooo. melompat kitorang makan ramai2. seronok betul kikis mcd. hehehe. dan sekarang walaupun sebenarnya mata mengantuk gila, still berjaga sebab takut tak bangun sahur. kesian ecah dah masak nasi 3 pot. dah lah kitorang semua dah makan chicken foldover tadi. masing2 dah gosok perut. buatnya tak bangun makan nasi ecah masak, mahu kena belasah dengan dia. ada yang siap pesan masak lebih lagi. haaaa. mana nak campak? berapa kerat je budak2 ni yang tak boleh puasa. mampusssss. tak nak buang nasi. tak nak :'(

merapu.

hari ni ada quiz online. tak baca apa pun. sebab nak jawab sama2 semua satu kelas. esok ada mid term. tak baca apa lagi sebab suka buang masa and study last minute. daripada tadi dok online, main2 dekat youtube, download segala macam jenis lagu, tweet sana sini, dah pukul 4. kalau study, 2 slides dah selamat tidur pukul 11. hahahahaha. itulah kehidupan student. oppsss. sorry. i mean, student yang macam aku. hehehe.

there are few moments where my body is shaking just because of the memories that cross my mind. and, i just feel like crying when the moment comes. idomissyou #katahati


here are some random thoughts come from everywhere. but most of it, Twitter.

I never felt true love until I was with you, and I never felt true sadness until you left me.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

If it still hurts, you still care. It still. 

Ask me how many times my heart has been broken and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars. I'm a superwoman. :p

Allah pemilik rahsia rasa hati. :)

Walau kau sudah punya teman istimewa, Aku harap persahabatan kita masih seindah pelangi seperti dahulu. Special dedicated for you dear friend. 

Dari tepi jalan, menuju ke Tuhan.

mcm mana sy nak letak bercinta sbg priority bila saya ada pointer yg harus diperbaiki?

A heart can be broken; but it keeps beating just the same. That's why i still love you. 

I love you without knowing how, why, or even from where. This is why I can never answer your question. 

With or without you.

Sometimes, the best relationships happen by accident ♥

To be honest, you're the only one i've ever spent this much time and effort on. YOU.

I wanna be your favorite hello and your hardest goodbye.

The moments were sweet and it was nice knowing that you are there for me. But it is all 'used' to.

Thanks for your time spent, thanks for your credit wasted, thanks for your big hopes, thanks for your sweet talks, thanks for being there then.

the last 2 is special dedicated to you, En H. I'll be here. 

sayapatahdidalam.

SALAM~